hey guys...again I'm sorry it's been so long since i last updated. I get in these moods where I just don't feel like doing it. I don't really feel like telling you guys everything thats been going on lately. It's complicated as usual and kinda personal. I went to Billings and hung out with Heather for a couple days and go lost in Laurel looking for Seany and the boys from PBP and their show. Then there was the great cd realese party. November 19th me and Nick, Talan and Dan headed for Bozo. Cat/ Griz game was that day and the cats pulled off a miraculous win. So of course, Bozeman was a happy town. We got there and that night Pace and Evan and Nick practiced with a basement full of people watching and playing beer pong. It was a blast. that is until Talan decided to drink. He decides to purchase a halg gallon of Nickolai (aka pacer in a bottle) so he gives me some cash since im the only sober one and they send me off with Anthony, NIck's brother, to the liquor store. On the way there, he jumps out of my car at a stoplight and is like "Follow that truck!!" and jumps in the back of this red truck. So i do and we end up at soem house where he makes me come inside for a bit so he can have a beer and then we finally got o the liquor store and go back to the house. tlana decides that everytime someone takes a shot hes gonna take one, so one hour and eleven shots later, talan is obliterated.He leaves the kitchen and coems back like ten mintues later and leans on the sink and starts gagging but wnt throw up. This is wehre the night got bad. He starts rambling about how its all Nick's fauklt and how hes never drinking again. Mind you, this is Talan's first booze drunk night. Meanwhile, Pacer is playing guitar and he busts out the 8 Mile theme song which makes us all craxck up because Talan has bleach blonde hair like Eminem and the whole "vomit on his sweater already" line was crucial at that moment. So then comes THE LINE "I just cant handle this right now you guys..." Talan probably said that a total of 80,000 times that night and we never want to hear it ev3er again. So Pacer got sick of his shit and picked him up to carry him into the living room. He passed out in Pacer's arms and Pacer dropped him ont he bean bag. He threw up all over it later that night. The rest of the weekend consisted of pretty much the typical drunkenness from everyone else EXCEPT Talan. I got pretty booze happy one night and supposedly was spraying oven cleaner all over the place. Intersting. Then on monday night we went to Freemo's pizza and some crazy guy was hitting on Amy and speaking some foreign language and yelling about the beef pizza being noexistent, at which point the lady was like "Vegetarian Pizza anyone?" it was classic. Tuesday we went to helena for the Driven Under cd release show. that was a total blast. They all did great. Then I guess the last couple weeks have been kind of a downslide for me. It's so personal thoguh i cant even talk about it but im okay now so dont worry. This last weekend was CRAZY!! The Christmas Stroll was on Friday and there was a killer show with MAnnequin Republic (Matt and Carson's band) it was good and then we went ot Jakes andhung out and then went to Mark and Matts new house. Matt got beligerently drunk and decided to punch the bathroom mirror. so i spent the whole night cradling him and running my fingers through his hair and trying to get him to drink water until he finally passed out and i sat with him until 630 in the morning and cleaned up his hand. then doug came over and brought weed laced with meth and amanda and dan smoked it and amanda was crying and dan was pissed and i was so sad but there was nothign i could do cause i didnt find out until after they smoked it. argg why would someone do that??!! So i finally passed out from exhauston on marks floor at 7 in the morning. then slept all day and came homje and showered and went out again to jakes house and i was preeeety drunk myself and i promised matt i would come sleep at his house but i never made it cause i passedout at jakes. i woke up at noon and was still drunk so i crawled into jakes bed and slept with him all day until like 6 pm when i finally came home and now i am doing nothing. Its gonna be a long month. MY SISTER HAD HER BABY!! Corbin Jacob was born 26th at 6:31 am. He was 7 lbs 13 oz. and 19 inches long. He is beautiful and i cant wait to see him next month. Anyways, not muich going on this week that i know of so hopefully now i can update more opften and keep you guys in the know of my hjectic and crazy life. See you later.
sOnG oF ThE wEeK: "A Long December" by the Counting Crows
A long december and there’s reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can’t remember the last thing that you said as you were leaven’
Now the days go by so fast
And it’s one more day up in the canyons
And it’s one more night in hollywood
If you think that I could be forgiven...i wish you would
The smell of hospitals in winter
And the feeling that it’s all a lot of oysters, but no pearls
All at once you look across a crowded room
To see the way that light attaches to a girl
And it’s one more day up in the canyons
And it’s one more night in hollywood
If you think you might come to california...i think you should
Drove up to hillside manor sometime after two a.m.
And talked a little while about the year
I guess the winter makes you laugh a little slower,
Makes you talk a little lower about the things you could not show her
And it’s been a long december and there’s reason to believe
Maybe this year will be better than the last
I can’t remember all the times I tried to tell my myself
To hold on to these moments as they pass
And it’s one more day up in the canyon
And it’s one more night in hollywood
It’s been so long since I’ve seen the ocean...i guess I should
Posted at 12/5/2005 12:33:50 am by
gooz
