So this time I was seriously not being lazy. I just haven't updated because I havem't had anything to write about. But, after the last couple weeks, I most certainly do.  So last weekend was my 19th birthday and this is how things all began.  Of course, because of my intense love of Bozeman we decided to go there for the weekend. Well, upon Nick discovering that I had never been to a strip club, he decided we were going to go to Teasers.  So we left on Thursday and went to Bozo and headed out to Teasers around 7. I discovered that if you are under 21, your life sucks, because they charge you 13 extra dollars to get into the damn place.  But it was me, Amy, Evin, Nick, Pacer, Andrew, and Bozeman Amanda.  Of course, they bought me a lapdance. It was hot but I was so shy.  Oh well, it happens.  And yes, everyone saw my boobs.  Greeeeeat.  But everyone saw Amy's boobs like 90 times so I didn't so much care.  Then Pacer got hit on by the stripper, as Pacer does. We closed the place down and headed home. We werea ll exhausted so we just went to sleep.  The next day, my birthday, was out of control.  I got up and we went to Taco Bell and ate food and it was sooo good. i am sure you can figure out why.  Then we went home and the party began.  Literally EVERYONE was there.  Grant and Travis, both Amandas, Garth, Stuart, some friend of Grant's and he invited like five people.  Ashley Cole (who was making out with Travis...weird). and all the regulars, plus Brit had a bunch of people over. It was real fun until I decided to announce my goal of taking 19 shots for my birthday.  Around 4 I took the first one with Amanda and Micheala and then Amanda (who had been drinking all day) fell over backwards in the laundry room and it was hilarious. I started with vodka.  Had one shot of So-Co which made me gag because I hate that stuff. Then I finished it up with like 9 shots of RUM. BLAH. I doubt I can ever drink rum again.  Gross.  I finished up around 2 30 in the morning and staggered over across the street and passed out on Ellis's couch.  Fun stuff.  In the meantime, Amanda was hooking up with Pacer ( no FUCKING comment) and Zack.  I don't understand how Zack gets so much play. i mean he is a total stud and all, but he is such a belligerent drunk.  Anyways, so the next day, Ellis's alarm clock went off cause he had to work early and it woke me up and that sucked something fierce and that's when i realized I was gonna die.  But he got me some water and what not and then I just laid there all day.  ALL DAY. I got up and puked and got water a good 5 or 6 times...but other than that, I just laid there.  Ellis came home from work at like 5 in the afternoon and I was still just laying there....dying.  He laughed at me.  It took me the entire duration of him being in the shower just to sit up and get one shoe on.  ONE. I am pathetic. That was the day I officially decided I am worthless when i am hungover.  So we decided to mosy over to the other house but as soon as we opened the door...all we saw was snow. I was stoked but kinda pissed because I didn't have a coat on but then again it's just across the street. Then Ellis threw snow at me.  Cause he's such a funny guy. I took a shower and tried to eat some pizza.  Then we watched Jurassic Park 3 and Ellis went to some party and I went and watched a movie at Grant's and fell asleep. The next day we drove home and I watched the Superbowl and the Seahawks lost and that was pretty devestating.  I was pissed. But we had cake and ice cream and it was fun.  The next couple days was kind of lame. Then I went to stay at Quique's because his parents were in Hawaii on a cruise. His house is so nice. Let me pause a moment to explain the intircate web of families in his life.  Quique's mom and Eric Haffeman's dad got married.  Eric Haffeman's mom and Carson's dad got married.  So yeah...it sounds a lot more complicated when you really get into it, but it's pretty simple really. So I went to Quique's and stayed there. One night I went grocery shopping with him and Chris Justice and we bought all of the neccessities for me to make a three course meal. I made salad, and then chicken and broccoli pasta alfredo from scratch and then we had brownies and of course, kool aid.  It was yummy. Except then Eric came home and brought like three girls with him and they were all drinking and this girl that I hate more than anything...Austyn.  So she saw this pictuere of Quique and his girlyfriend Corrie.  Austyn hates Corrie so she tore the picture off the wall and ripped it in half. Then she stormed up the stairs, came in the kitchen and slapped him across the face.  I nearly dropped everything. Then she ran out of the room and I was like dude if she ever puts her hands on you like that again i will fucking beat teh shit out fo her.  i was so pissed.  I hate that girl as it is and then she fucking slaps my Quique? Oh man.  Plus, then she told him how much she liked him and she is always telling Mark she wants to screw around even though she is with Richard who is my absolute favorite person in this god forsaken town. He is the coolest and she doesn't even like him. Fucking bitch.  Anyway then they left and Mark came over and got drunk and we all just hung out.  The next day was one to not soon be forgotten.  So I woke up real late as usual after a late night.  I took a shower and such and went to run some errands.  When I came back, a ton of people were already there.  Ten minutes after I got there I was straightening my hair and I hear a thud and then screaming and I go out to the living room and Chris had jumped off the atrium balcony and landed on the couch. A bunch of the guys carried him upstairs and his leg was spurting blood and they put him in Mark's car and they all drove to the ER. The result? Chris broke BOTH of the major bones in his lower leg: the tibia and the fibula. He also broke like 8 bones in his ankle and foot. He was in surgery for like 3 hours.  Then a while later that night, my friend Katina got molested by some creepy guy at work and we had to go pick her up. Well, not me, but Shelly and Jasmine.  Then Dan showed up. The ONE person who was not allowed.  And he had alcohol with him too. Which is always a bad combination.  So he kept asking to talk to me and i was just like NO. But finally I did and he scared the shit out of me.  Then all of a sudden everyone is freaking out again. I go around the corner and he had fallen down the stairs and left a HUGE fucking gaping hole in the wall.  Dammit. Then he puked all over the couch and then he pissed himself and then he started crying and nobody knew what to do. So I did the only thing I could do. I called Nick.  He was on his way to Andrew's house.  But I told him I needed him and he came to my rescue as usual.  He got Dan to get up and stop acting like an idiot and then he called Dan's mom to come and get him.  Which she did. After that, everyone just got drunk and forgot about the rest of the night.  The next night, I just hung out and Mark patched up the wall and it actually looks really good.  A ton of people came over but Quique kicked them out.  We went ot Mark's for alittle bit and then I went back to Quique's and we watched Red Eye with Black Ashley and then passed out.  I slept all day until Grant and Katina came over and Grant jumped on me and woke me up. Then me and Kat went and visited Chris in the hospital. Me and Quique cleaned up some more since his parents came home today.  The wall looks exceptional by the way,. Then I packed up and finally came home.  After living with Quique for like a week it feels weird to be here. But oh well. Today is officially Valentine's Day and man oh man.  I just want to drink away my misery and pass out.  Haha. But I do have a valentine.  Everyone knows about my Danny.  The sweetest guy ever. My total soulmate...but he lives 14 hours away.  We are valentines. I wish he was here.  But oh well.  At least we have eachother in heart. I think it's sweeter that way. I dunno why I just do.  So ya. Talked to Ellis tonight and he informed me that he is going to Boise next weekend for Armor for Sleep, Boys Night Out, Chiodos, and some other band and it only costs 10 bucks.  Pissed? Yes. Very. But oh well he will have fun at least.  Even though he is missing my official move in day I forgive him because that show is gonna kick ass.  Um what else...oh yeah...I will be officially living in Bozeman by the 26th of this month. Yes indeed. I am stoked but very scared and I am very busy lately trying to get everything squared away for the move.  Anyways...so that brings you up to date and everything.  I am going to talk to Ellis some more and then go to sleep.  Goodnight everyone. Enjoy the song of the week, which is slowly turning into the song of the damn month since I never update anymore...okay the song is one that Ellis sent me a few minutes ago because he said it was good and he's right, it is.

sOnG oF tHe WeEk: "Smoke and Mirrors" by The Audition

I've been sneaking glances and writing lines about you.
What you think you can take back are the things that are going to haunt you.

This time won't be the last time
That I'm coming straight for your heart,
You know how I move.
And if I must say, I know that I'm worth...

More than you thought.
You've never compromised without rolling your...
I know you've completely torn apart the fact that we could be.

I'm on the search, 2 floors high.
I see the girl that I've been chasing after.
Wishin' her eyes would just reach mine.
Please girl, you know exactly who I'm after.

I can't begin to explain this infatuation that I've grown with you
And all that has to do with every moment that I'm here and you're not.

More than you thought.
You've never compromised without rolling your...
I know you've completely torn apart the fact that we could be.

I'm on the search, 2 floors high.
I see the girl that I've been chasing after.
Wishin' her eyes would just reach mine.
Please girl, you know exactly who I'm after.

And I thought that I would make it,
But you escaped it.
And you swore that you would take this somewhere, somewhere.
Now I'm lost and you're just fakin' the way you played this.
The escape game never seemed so cruel when...

I'm on the search, 2 floors high.
I see the girl that I've been chasing after.
Wishin' her eyes would just reach mine.
Please girl, you know exactly who I'm after.
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